The One Where Mama Goes Back To Work

Hi-ya friends. It's been a minute since I've written on my little blog (or more like 4 years!). In some ways life has changed a lot and in others it's just as it was. To be honest the last 4-ish years have been the most challenging of my life. Hard to believe that *any* year can be more challenging then when I had 3 babies in 18 months.... but here we are. 4 years ago, I was told that I was not loved. It was devastating to hear. To realize that you are deemed unlovable by someone who promised to love you for always was heartbreaking. I did some therapy...... both the expenses kind and the crying-on-the-bathroom-floor kind. I went through many fazes of grief and back again. I've grown and I've tried to change the things I saw in myself that were not good. For a long time I believed I was unlovable and that I am completely on my own. (Hello Taylor https://youtu.be/7Gbg6Z70J7E?si=ZtV2fmdstL0UZj54 ). Those hurtful words that were spoken...